I roll Deep......

u see....
my first best friend seems to lack a conscience
so he's quick to crush kids to resolve conflicts
he's never modest or honest, he's always poppin lip
an arrogant asshole, conceited, and over confident...
he's got this inferno inside, that burns through his spine
hes pissed at the world, for all the twists n the turns that occur in his life
he's adapted to be a savage, and damagin,
and he can't trust anybody since his friends abandoned him...
he's seen so much in his life, his eyes are immune..
so he never blinks when theres a new obstacle to get through..
he's respected and feared by peers, he's bad n shady...
and he walks with his head high. so he doesnt have to see the path hes taking.

my second friend is a hopeless romantic
whose one life goal is to get drunk and blow up the planet.
he's overdramatic, over the top and barely there
who just needs a bottle of rum, and a chick's thick derriare..
and with those two things, he thinks he could change the globe...
but half the time he's too tanked to be able to change his clothes...
he's got illusions that his life'll be perfect, with out the work...
so he wastes potential, getting wasted and looking up skirts..
he's vowed to never seen an office, or dress-suit tailor...
cuz he's half against the system, half afraid of failure...
he just wants to get buns, get fucked-up n die...
and he'll never hit the road of success..he's too afraid of d.w.i's.

my third friend is a nice guy, quick to spit nice rhymes...
he keeps the other two in check, his common sense is their life-line...
he's a hip-hop head with ideas floating in his brain
that have been branded brilliant, he won't let em go to waste...
he's taking every step need to get out of this place,
he wants to be heard by millions, get loud and make crowds go insane...
he's down to learn from his errors and mistakes...
and hes destined for greatness, you can see it in the glare on his face..
and he'll bring his boys with him...cuz they're inseprable.
bonds unbreakable, unmistakable, unforgetable.

cuz all three of em bare the same frame, share the same name...
they reside in the same body, and they wear the same face....

hi.

i'm a one man crew,
schizophrenic enough to run-up by myself and still roll deeper than you.

.........e.oh

-------Fallen Zen---------

She was bipolar. I mean, she was never acting the same
only constant was her painted face for masking her pain
with time we grew close, and with that came my dumbness
'cuz you can't feel for a girl who keeps injecting numbness
I knew what drugs could do, I've seen them scorn a few
i told her "you're leaving your veins even more torn than you"
Mariah, my little warrior caught in a helpless dream
getting beaten every night; she's losing her self-esteem
Dad would hug you til' you were smothered with sin
you'd scrape your body tryna get the dirt under your skin

you told me everything; and the only thing more tragic
was me looking for tips 4 handling ur emotional baggage

then after that party, you whispered "fuck me" & tossed your shirt
and you added a whisper that left me with a loss for words
"fuck the pain away. Don't go easy. Promise to death"
then you gave me a razor blade kiss that ripped my conscience to shreds
and looking back I think...what was I smokin'
trying to piece up your heart while i'm bustin' you open
once I was through, I was sure you'd need stitches
'cuz i kept trying to get deep enough to find your sickness
after it was all over, you still looked shattered to bits
with blood on the bed, but not enough 2 rival your wrist's

& now youre nothing less than a slut. is that how the deal goes?
men leave with pieces of you & it makes you feel whole?
a few smooth words, and a bottle of liquor - is that your price
for letting your pearl get fucked as much as your life

& her only reply to all of my questions was - "listen,
... you can't save a pilot on a kamikaze mission"

I was at DMZ(De-militarize Zone) in South Korea...
basically North Korea Observatory
man...this hit me on so many diffrent level it aint even funny...
I'll update in a lil bit....
Leaving to Vietnam tomorrow....Good morning Vietnam....

I'm gettin bored with xanga...

i'm fuxin' with diz rite chea.....

http://eric321oh.blogspot.com/

bush administrations changes name of "war on terror"

to "global struggle against extremism"

                         lol

oh, i'd be willing to join that...

..if it include a struggle against fundamentalist, right-wing christian extremism

haha get the F--- outta here

okay....I have been reading numerous Brtish news articles since their bombing but their headlines been bugging me out...check it out yo self

2 Britons tragically killed in Egyptian suicide bombing.
(when 81 Egyptians were found dead)

Islamists vow to kill again in the name of Allah.
(Politician say this is perverted faith not associated with true Islam and most muslims)

Blair and Bush say they condemn Terrorism.
(....An Iraq watchdog has said the US are strategically targetting civilians all around Iraq.)

Insurgency kills 20 more innocent people.
... (although 75% of civilian deaths are result of american troops)

welcome to the world of self-interest media.....i have more...but i'll stop here